by Jardonn Smith
Once upon a midnight clear
I awakened, gently, to something queer
A man of age beside my bed
his flesh aglow in fiery red
His left side scarred, melting, a-boil
and I shuddered with fright, winced in recoil
But through the macabre mass he be
chocolate brown eyes flashed friendly to me
With a rub of my eyes and a slap to my cheek
I steadied myself, gathered courage to speak
I know you, old man, with confidence I claimed
you're the fireman who burned, Zukel's your name
You were shoveling coal on the Santa Fe
when wheels left the rails, shot embers your way
Lava of hell from the firebox did rain
fanned by the wind on a fast-moving train
Your clothing ablaze, you had nowhere to run
when the train finally stopped you were cooked, well and done
The engineer smothered you, did what he could
delayed the inevitable, did you no good
On a hospital bed you laid suffering in wait
prayed for your God to quicken your fate
You summoned your son, coaxed him to near
and with voicebox singed you gasped in his ear
My pain is too much, I can no longer bear
you must stifle my breath, cut off my air
Your boy was a good boy, he did what you said
he covered your holes until you were dead
Your suffering thus ended, his just begun
for yours was an unspeakable task for your son
Your boy, Wilton
He takes your scars with him wherever he goes
his nightmares of struggle, his father's death throes
So now, Papa Zukel, my pitiful man
why have you come here? what is your plan?
His red glow subsided to a comforting hue
shades of serenity, of green and of blue
His flesh calmed its turmoil, shone pinkish rose
reshaped his form proper, nose to his toes
He joined me on the mattress, reached for my hand
his lips pecked my forehead and he told me his plan
Your perceptions are keen so I give you this task
tell of my son, it is not much to ask
You must tell of my Wilton, I hurt him so bad
he must know of my pride, he must never be sad
Papa Zukel's rough hand gave mine a squeeze
his form dissipated as he started to leave
But what, I pondered, a question to ask
answer essential to completing my task
But what of his partner, Gaither Hollis, his flame
do I speak of their love which dare not speak its name?
His chocolate eyes beamed, and he rose from my bed
with a breathy guffaw he tossed back his head
I know what matters, things are not what they were
my world is like your world, so to you I defer
His flesh turned to ether and he soon disappeared
leaving his enlightenment fresh in my ear
I leapt from my bed, and with no time to waste
my fingers set to typing my tale, post-haste
A yarn about steam engines bigger than ships
of railroaders, Dust Bowls, and harrowing trips
Of Depression and hobos riding the rails
of criminals and lawmen tougher than nails
And within this great chaos I type on the page
gentle whispers to guide me, Papa Zukel, my sage
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My half-assed attempt at prose is for sinister purpose. I'm promoting a book!
William writes about desperate men riding the rails west in search of employment, while I write about the men who run the trains.
Available in ebook formats at the publisher's web site, MLR PRESS here:
http://www.mlrbooks.com/ShowBook.php?book=WMJSGRIT
where you can read a text excerpt which expands upon my poem.